herlucidlife

Fighting against the darkness of the spiritual realm, there’s something dark on you that is holding you back from the goodness God really wants to give you. Empathetic, I understand the nature of which you fight against, you’ll not win on your own. Nervous to give it all to God, I too lugg around worldly comforts, though some have dropped to the side, I see it’s the emotional attachment to this world that is the most difficult to forfeit. Letting you go physically doesn’t fully take away the mental bruises. 

Now the hard work begins shifting the mind and spirit towards God’s face. Oh yes! Though God prepares a place for me in the midst of my enemies, He has also called me to let go of everything including myself. Letting go of how I view myself. Letting go of how I view you and the past events. Letting go of the ideologies this world has made feel normal. Letting go of who I think God is so He may show me who He truly is.  It’s not normal to reject the natural relationship we’re created to have with our Father. We all possess His goodness, yet most walk around deactivated like zombies looking to ravage anything that looks living. 

Facts, I pray for your soul because I see something has taken hold that isn’t birthed from God’s character. Fear is the devil keeping anxiety ridden stagnation in your mind. Procrastination is evilness keeping it’s thumb on your gifts. Gifted young beautiful people you all possess divine powers that pack a punch when delivered through authentic voices, only speaking from the heart through God. Come close to Him, shucks I am child! It’s like pulling out teeth to extinguish just two percent of the flesh, God had to force trauma down my throat that I may finally unclench. 

I hope God is chasing you the way He’s been chasing me. Trying to share His love with you, I literally botched the job, I simply rest knowing God works it all out for the good of everyone. Never having all the answers, I’m just as battered, scarred, and ugly as you are, oh yes we all ugly until God puts the shine on our lives. Only having one answer, you didn’t seem to like it when I told you about it, downplaying the role He should play in your life. Not judging because my actions have shown rebellion a million times over. No, I love you so I’m tough because I need you to need God, because you need Him more than you can admit.

Until you confess you need Him you’ll never be able to fully love yourself or those around you. He’s the only being so full that He pours into vessels a trillion times over, generations from the beginning of time have witnessed the unlimited power and love that IS God. It’s admirable for me to want more for you but it’ll not actually get you more. Only you can do that and I pray you do because honestly, when we meet again I’d love to witness your whole self loving God and yourself full with excess from Father’s goodness. 

Oh yes He’ll move in your life if you let Him.