herlucidlife

Wanting to learn how to Love better it got me thinking of how I treated those in the past and if I did my civic duty correctly. Feeling inadequate things in the mind made me believe I had not acted out of Love. For though I’m connected to Love my actions are not always aligned with His. Intent can often find itself disconnected from the actions. So many times I’ve apologized for my actions while the intent was to do no harm. 

Shifts have been happening in the spirit, no longer wanting to be the same or see with the same vision. Your view is becoming clear to me, the stained glass windows have been removed, true intentions are no longer blurred. Yet my head and heart no longer gaze at an enemy but we were once brother and sister in flesh. Compassion, we were once in the same boat. Invited to board another ship you too were given the same invitation but denial was taken instead. No worries, His hand is always extended for you to receive. 

Wanting to go home to be seen as a viable option on the board, I wanted to purposely appear where I thought you would be in order to inflict a feeling of uneasiness onto your being. Corrected in my thinking, those plans weren’t blessed by my Father for He’s shown the error in my thought process. Petty doesn’t equate care, dressing up the ugly to look pretty it was demoted back to hideous when God put light on true purpose. No, I’ll be staying put as the future is taken care of while the here and now under goes construction. 

Here is divine in nature, God was there, He’s here and He will be there. The consistency in His presence stretches far past time, giving my vision a renewal to see clearly everything I thought was crystal. No, no longer an enemy you receive all my love even from a distance because thoughts of you in prayers have shown my Father is doing things for you too. Needing to speak to you physically has subsided, rather it was the mental view of you that needed to change. 

For how can I show love to someone my mind has deemed as an enemy, not wanting hatred or strife to sink in, I had to bring you to His feet to release myself. Whispers in my spirit sense a reconciliation in the future but if the present isn’t tended to properly then I’ll botch the care needed for the occasion.  Jesus is changing me for other people’s needs. My needs aren’t just for me but for everyone God calls me to interact with that He may touch them through this vessel. 

Spiritual in base this being is soulful, connected moment by moment to the Source. Not juicy in nature, not likely to draw a crowd for God created a personality that draws in few but captivates hearts. Influence, some things take careful development as people are already watching and taking note of how God has set my life. Not from my own will really you’re looking at miracles from past and present and the conception of future wonders.