herlucidlife

Having received some information, genuinely asking for the internal voice in my head…How am I publicizing written words to those who would rather watch a video? Essentially the audience I’m trying to reach doesn’t frequent the promotion platform I’m on or they spend very little time perusing the social media shelves. How do I fit into a category or mold that seems to go against the gift I have? I’m so severely lacking in understanding and honestly I don’t trust. Yet trust is more of a reflection on the digging in of the heels on my part, for if I truly trusted God’s plan I’d see He’d bring the correct people for the audience He wants me to build. He’s already brought audience members I hold close to my heart. So why am I having a  hard time trusting God in the midst of this media frenzied watered down world we live in? 

Maybe that’s my issue, not trusting God’s divine order and pace for my life though the world is moving faster than I can keep up with. I love the intent behind the assistance, simply wanting me to reach my full potential. It’s a little too much for my blood, never in a rush I move slow on purpose. Taking time to marvel at the miracles around me really I don’t aspire to grind or to be more than what I already am. I strive to just be good and do good, and if that translates into something better than wonderful but if it only saves a couple lives then that’s beautiful too. So please, let’s slow the stride and just walk a little slower, no rush God is so patient I’m already walking at His divine pace, I won’t fight the Maker of Time. 

My mind literally sees unsolicited help as a ball of negative energy shouting, “YOU’RE NOT DOING ENOUGH.” Man, I just started guy, but perhaps God answered the thought in my mind earlier today when I said, “How do I get more people to click on my blog page and website?” I shouldn’t be upset at the timing it arrived, rather I should purely be content with His answer and take the information accordingly and do what is needed. Grumbling is disobedient, Father forgive me for not having a spirit of gratitude around the help you send.