herlucidlife

A new creature inhabits these bones. I forgot who I was. Breaking occurred in her death, in my marriage, in my divorce more things in me bent into nothingness. Defeating who I thought I was, God was ripping my old self out of my hands, He allowed life to do some damage for corrective healing. Rising on the third day with all majesty in His hand defeating death and sin, my new spirit rose with Him just as my sins died with Him. Reborn into something different at the age of twelve, it didn’t occur to me how difficult it would be to separate myself from my old ways of living. Having no regret under my belt at the time life was nothing more than pure bliss with minimal paper cuts. Five years later the lines began to blur, people and habits became more than a vice, for sin is more natural to the body than breathing. 

Spiritual rehabilitation is open for every single person though some will never acknowledge that Jesus died for even those who will spit on His name, He died willingly anyway. Options are accessible yet some are blinded by the bright lights of the flashing illusions of the world. Satan roams around unhinged though he doesn’t need to creep to destroy everyone for when left to our own devices death is inevitable. Physically this body is a machine controlled by the heart and mind. The spirit gives color to the flesh, vibrance to the eyes and solace to a diseased soul. Ripples of old memories flicker through my mind, some hold on too tight for my liking while the vision of her beautiful smile will never leave my face. 

I smiled at the thought of painting her toes, the conversations we had about Jesus forever my sister in Christ I will see mommy on the other side because she taught me Who to go to, to become a new creation. Through and through following Father is not easy, yet it’s possible to be everything He called me to be. Tears welled in my eyes at the thought of living forever, never being separated from God ever in life whether on this earth or not. Peace rolled over my body because this life isn’t meant to make this place or body more homey but to plant seeds that rip the crust from people’s eyes giving them a clear view of God’s majesty. Will you accept Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior? Confessing your sins, repenting to turn away from sins lifestyle and believing He lived, died by crucifixion, and rose on the third day defeating death and sin. Do you believe?

I pray you do because so much life and healing is waiting for you. So much love is waiting patiently to be poured on your life and those around you. He shifts the stars in the sky, tangling the clouds into tornados, dipping the moon’s color to His likeness. Him Who created all wants to love on you like a husband adores his wife. Don’t let life go by without experiencing this love, it’s saved my life every single day. I can’t even keep count of His blessings yet I try anyway to remind myself God has never failed. Faith in His hope is stable, steadying life like concrete rock, no fickleness in His character. He is not like us in any way. It takes more than science to explain the way He breathed into this world. 

Believe, trust, internalize faith into your heart. I have. Life is not easy, pain occurs to remind me of my weakness but He picks me up carrying not only His cross but mine too along with my spirit. He is more than strong but everywhere at every moment. Sink the mind into His grasp, it’s safe here with Him even when death’s shadow knocks, we are safe in God’s Hands.