herlucidlife

Spewing words I don’t understand creating is a God given gift. The Creator made me to create in His name. Not always comprehending what comes out until I read it back, it’s irrational sometimes what is being put out because not everything is for me. Manufacturing something in His likeness through Him blesses every single person in play…you and I. Having no one in mind when I type these words, leaving my brain at the door, this is a heart function you’re witnessing. Guts on the wall they paint a picture I never thought possible. Blood screams “I love God,” but fear creeps in like the ugly stepchild twice removed unwanted like hormonal acne. Father curved my bones into His image, holding me close through every pruning breaking branches that no longer produced fruit for His glory. He takes grave care in being my Father, never taking His throne lightly His business is serious. 

Making every decision on our behalf I would hate to think if God made decisions like the worldly people some worship. I’m thankful everyday He is not like man. No fickleness, no backbiting, no envy, and absolutely never changing His character at the drop of a hat. I can’t express enough the genuine, authentic rays of light that beam from God’s face onto mine. He disciplines me like a Father having standards for His daughter. I have the freedom to do anything I want but I choose to follow in His footsteps. Bondage is eternal whether it be to God or Satan the choice is made on this side of life, for when this life ends it will be too late. Slave to the Most High I’m no longer bound to another ruler. The reader may get tired of me speaking the truth of salvation but it’s the sole purpose for the breath in my body.

If I’m not sharing His word then life is in vain and pointless. For only His purpose creates eternity, only His Word produces fruit that can change a generation breaking every cycle on this earth. I have to be clear, everything earthly will fade into dust leaving only what is in your soul to propel you forward. Now that direction can be up into God’s arms a heavenly home prepared for you OR a place of desolation removed from everything good never seeing God or His attributes again. I understand not all will love Him, I’ve accepted that some will walk away feeling they know best. Our minds are so finite we were not created to understand or make sense of everything, for to do so would only bring our demise.

Walk by faith into the light of Jesus Christ, trusting Him because He knows all so I can live in community with Him. Stepping by faith, letting go of my own understanding, surrendering myself every inch of my fiber. I speak because I’ve seen God change me into someone I’d never thought I could be. I’ve seen God break chains on me so tough I thought that’s all life was, agony. I have nothing if I don’t believe in Him. Life gets ugly and she’s not ever consistent with her attitude but God’s control over it all grants grace. Nothing goes unnoticed under His watchful eye, yet don’t be shocked when you see some walking around like zombies for God gives up those who want the world more than Him. He will not be second fiddle to your concert, never forcing love upon those who do not want it. 

So He lets them go to their own devices though the door to believe and repent is always open. While holding His children closer than ever, we are all His creation but not all adopted into His family. Some just don’t want to be apart. Not easy walking with Him because the devil works harder at taking those that aren’t his. Yet the journey is so worth being protected by God because He’s defeated death and sin, something we could never do.