herlucidlife

Constantly bringing personal emotions wherever I go, my mind is so focused on the hurt underneath these eyelids. The world is heavy. I don’t write about the tragedies of this earth because I don’t know the whole story. Hatred and ignorance are far removed from God’s face. Too much violence has taken place, some choose to turn a blind eye while others march in the street. The killings taking place are pure evil and only God can extinguish this. No law is enough to hold evil though it may slow it down. Heart breaking some souls have already been given up to the darkness they desire. Though it’s never too late to come to Jesus, the involved party has to choose Jesus back because He chose every single person when He died on the cross.

What we witness everyday are people living in light with Jesus but we also witness the detriment a hardened soul can cause when given up to the darkness of evil. Both alive and well in this world, I believe for God’s children suffering is blessed never in vain. No earthly or logical explanation, every massacre, every evil mass killing is strictly a spiritually broken human being. Until the heart is changed, until people give themselves over to Jesus we will always have these events. Praying over those grieving loved ones lost violently unexpectedly. Praying over those angry with God, rejecting God. Bring yourself to Him, He is sitting with you. A full heart turning away from sin believing in your heart that Jesus lived and died, rose on the third day gifting you with salvation. Receiving the Holy Spirit into your heart, you are directly connected to the Savior. To Love.  

This world is beautifully ugly, a bomb wrapped in nice packaging filled with candy coated bullets, ready to laugh and kill in one blow. Life feels hopeless without Jesus because even the things that seem purposeful are meaningless without Him at the throne of your heart.