herlucidlife

It’s really easy to look at what someone does and think it’s a reflection of their heart. I’ve dated guys both in the church and out of the church and honestly they’ve all been the same. Talking to my friend it was pointed out that I was looking at the wrap sheet rather than the heart of the person. I was distracted by the godly words thinkin good talk amounted to a good heart. That’s not the case. Passing up a guy who isn’t Christian yet seemed to like me and have a good heart, I felt stupid.  

Prejudice, lack of humility, too much pride and ego. Acting as though I saved my soul. Living as if “he’s not good enough for me.” When I was never good enough for God until Jesus showed up on the scene and gave every believer a brand new spirit. Jesus makes me enough, without Him I am not. I placed myself on a pedestal because of my faith and lowered him because his faith is a little different. Lesson learned: only God sees the heart. I pray He gives me eyes to see his heart. 

I understand there’s a place for being unevenly yoked. Funny how I’ve seen more godly spirit in those that “seem” far than those that seem “close.” I pray God opens my eyes to see the hearts of people rather than just the surface level action.