herlucidlife

A vision of you came across my mind today. I couldn’t see your face yet I could feel the caring energy. Standing in my bathroom, a mild rash appeared on my arm. Looking at it intently, you gave your opinion on how to care for it. I asked, “are you sure?” You said “yes babe, I’m sure” with a smile on your face. Looking so gingerly at my arm. I said, “let’s try it!” 

In the moment I felt cared for. Kindness, companionship and trust overflowing. There are certain things I do my best to look for in a significant other. Yet there are things that I’ve often felt I hadn’t experienced or I was too unaware to see. Having a sweet moment in the bathroom, the vision of you was so tender. 

I haven’t met you or perhaps I have and you fly under the radar because the time to be revealed has not come. You’ve been on my mind lately, not in a heavy way but in a ray of hope. I find joy in thinking of you, hope in your arrival and faith in the time that is drawing near. I look at you longingly. Your smile creates tingles up my spine and they relax the anxiousness in my mind. 

You’ve maximized the peace, serenity and gratefulness in my life. Never take away, you only add goodness. You’re precious. The way you take care of your life and those around you so carefully. Paying attention to detail, doing every day things with care, you’re so precious to me. Valuable, priceless, unmatched. I think about how no man has come close to you. 

I often think I may be delusional. Have the readers become tired of the merry-go-round? I know I’ll love you more than I do now. Some days it feels like I’m in love with a ghost, yet I know you’re as soft as the breeze on my skin. Not too sure when, nor how, yet I hold out hope that it will be. To think it could not happen would cause utter heartbreak, though I know I would be okay. 

So I don’t linger too long, yet I know the meeting is up to God. It is in His hands for us to meet at the correct time, whether yes or no I believe we both are better for the decision God will make.