2022

  • negative

    I sounded ignorant, ugly and immature. Going in on the girl from work, I don’t like…

  • ill

    Feeling my body grapple with illness. Disease under the skin, new territory trusting God through the…

  • affliction

    Went to another part of the country. Met folks I’d never laid eyes on yet they…

  • life

    Not everyone’s cup of tea, morphing into a new being. God is cultivating characteristics that are…

  • ahead

    No longer hurt at how people come to me, it’s more so a huge reflection of…

  • always

    Letting go of myself is how I gain a better sense of who I am. Not…

  • around

    Clearly no room for me, why act like there’s a seat open when visibly there’s a…

  • arrival

    I had a thought today, I always assumed that my gift would be a passion that…

  • go

    Full in the mind from thinking too much about you. Needing to help myself out of…

  • smile

    Too scared to ask the question, “is it a sin to get a divorce because I…

  • sane

    Woke up with you far from my mind. The best remedy to alleviate the stress of…

  • patience

    Making it into my blog a couple more times.  I’d like to say this will be…

  • almost

    Almost a year under my belt since you moved out. Almost a year since I told…

  • waiting

    I wanted to see if you were okay but something stopped me before I could make…

  • died

    Sometimes coming from bible study can give me a sense of holier than thou energy. Becoming…

  • blood

    There’s something spectacular about the name of Jesus. It’s hard for the human mind to fathom…

  • heart

    Not in a good headspace I can feel myself wanting to lash out at anything remotely…

  • alone

    Contrary to my belief I had a lot to say. It’s been a hard week, days…

  • houses

    “Just one last time” is my favorite phrase of all time because it’s never just one…

  • tired

    Overwhelmed, head tight wanting to burst from the excitement of life. Nothing but the circus in…

  • marked

    Feeling God chasing after me, convicting my spirit. Satan would like me to think I’m further…

  • fanatic

    Woke up irritated at the little snide remarks people make that could really be left in…

  • parent

    A relatively simple concept: in order to be secure, safe, and obedient to God stay away…

  • toxication

    Getting used to the routines in my life that will eventually change for whatever reason. Wanting…

  • cozy

    It’s the next day supplies have run out again. The first day of no smoke is…

  • all over

    Being wanted can become dangerous and addictive if not taken with caution. Men are daunting, housing…

  • limits

    So I think this guy from church likes me. Unfortunately, he has a boo thang with…

  • war

    Constantly bringing personal emotions wherever I go, my mind is so focused on the hurt underneath…

  • screaming

    I wasn’t supposed to be away from the house tonight. Pocket books, collectors, and situations said…

  • glum

    Honestly I haven’t felt like writing. Sheeted over like a blanket of gray, sulking on things…

  • one

    I was never in love with church boy yet I wanted the constellation prize of him…

  • liquid

    I went stupid in the last post, I went off because something is on my Spirit…

  • worship

    Spewing words I don’t understand creating is a God given gift. The Creator made me to…

  • judgment

    I had a lot of snakes in my grass without knowing. Disguised as lovers and friends,…

  • taken

    I felt mentally different and hungry to let go of the past. Letting go of broken…

  • secure

    A new creature inhabits these bones. I forgot who I was. Breaking occurred in her death,…

  • will

    It’s really difficult to see my beauty past skin deep. When I’m in a hurt place,…

  • sufficient

    God’s grace is sufficient for my overall life. Renewing every single day never runs dry yet…

  • better

    I don’t want to use God’s grace as an excuse to not do better. I’ve been…

  • rest

    Not all messengers know who needs the words yet obedience to speak lands in their bones…

  • breathe

    Something is sitting on my chest like a weighted blanket. When things in life are falling…

  • intimacy

    Has something ever been so right your mind makes it confusing out of fear? Popping up…

  • purpose

    I’m literally doing my favorite thing, writing about my favorite being. I love talking about Jesus.…

  • sorrow

    But God is still so good. Been whining for a while about the down in the…

  • good

    He called me a virtuous woman. A faceless man behind a screen seemed to see me…

  • alphabet

    You’re always here for me when I need a listening ear. Never speaking out of turn…

  • void

    I don’t have anymore to say about the tormented love life I’ve had. She’s barely crawling…

  • wolves

    God has been breaking the mental cycles I put myself through when the substance has run…

  • hair

    Comfort. Strands twisted into little locs, they bring warmth to my soul. Shaving meant starting over.…

  • thankfulness

    It was easier letting go of weed when I thought you were entering my life for…