2022
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negative
I sounded ignorant, ugly and immature. Going in on the girl from work, I don’t like…
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ill
Feeling my body grapple with illness. Disease under the skin, new territory trusting God through the…
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affliction
Went to another part of the country. Met folks I’d never laid eyes on yet they…
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life
Not everyone’s cup of tea, morphing into a new being. God is cultivating characteristics that are…
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ahead
No longer hurt at how people come to me, it’s more so a huge reflection of…
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always
Letting go of myself is how I gain a better sense of who I am. Not…
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around
Clearly no room for me, why act like there’s a seat open when visibly there’s a…
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arrival
I had a thought today, I always assumed that my gift would be a passion that…
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go
Full in the mind from thinking too much about you. Needing to help myself out of…
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smile
Too scared to ask the question, “is it a sin to get a divorce because I…
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sane
Woke up with you far from my mind. The best remedy to alleviate the stress of…
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patience
Making it into my blog a couple more times. I’d like to say this will be…
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almost
Almost a year under my belt since you moved out. Almost a year since I told…
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waiting
I wanted to see if you were okay but something stopped me before I could make…
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died
Sometimes coming from bible study can give me a sense of holier than thou energy. Becoming…
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blood
There’s something spectacular about the name of Jesus. It’s hard for the human mind to fathom…
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heart
Not in a good headspace I can feel myself wanting to lash out at anything remotely…
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alone
Contrary to my belief I had a lot to say. It’s been a hard week, days…
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houses
“Just one last time” is my favorite phrase of all time because it’s never just one…
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tired
Overwhelmed, head tight wanting to burst from the excitement of life. Nothing but the circus in…
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marked
Feeling God chasing after me, convicting my spirit. Satan would like me to think I’m further…
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fanatic
Woke up irritated at the little snide remarks people make that could really be left in…
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parent
A relatively simple concept: in order to be secure, safe, and obedient to God stay away…
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toxication
Getting used to the routines in my life that will eventually change for whatever reason. Wanting…
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cozy
It’s the next day supplies have run out again. The first day of no smoke is…
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all over
Being wanted can become dangerous and addictive if not taken with caution. Men are daunting, housing…
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limits
So I think this guy from church likes me. Unfortunately, he has a boo thang with…
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war
Constantly bringing personal emotions wherever I go, my mind is so focused on the hurt underneath…
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screaming
I wasn’t supposed to be away from the house tonight. Pocket books, collectors, and situations said…
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glum
Honestly I haven’t felt like writing. Sheeted over like a blanket of gray, sulking on things…
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one
I was never in love with church boy yet I wanted the constellation prize of him…
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liquid
I went stupid in the last post, I went off because something is on my Spirit…
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worship
Spewing words I don’t understand creating is a God given gift. The Creator made me to…
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judgment
I had a lot of snakes in my grass without knowing. Disguised as lovers and friends,…
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taken
I felt mentally different and hungry to let go of the past. Letting go of broken…
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secure
A new creature inhabits these bones. I forgot who I was. Breaking occurred in her death,…
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will
It’s really difficult to see my beauty past skin deep. When I’m in a hurt place,…
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sufficient
God’s grace is sufficient for my overall life. Renewing every single day never runs dry yet…
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better
I don’t want to use God’s grace as an excuse to not do better. I’ve been…
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rest
Not all messengers know who needs the words yet obedience to speak lands in their bones…
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breathe
Something is sitting on my chest like a weighted blanket. When things in life are falling…
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intimacy
Has something ever been so right your mind makes it confusing out of fear? Popping up…
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purpose
I’m literally doing my favorite thing, writing about my favorite being. I love talking about Jesus.…
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sorrow
But God is still so good. Been whining for a while about the down in the…
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good
He called me a virtuous woman. A faceless man behind a screen seemed to see me…
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alphabet
You’re always here for me when I need a listening ear. Never speaking out of turn…
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void
I don’t have anymore to say about the tormented love life I’ve had. She’s barely crawling…
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wolves
God has been breaking the mental cycles I put myself through when the substance has run…
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hair
Comfort. Strands twisted into little locs, they bring warmth to my soul. Shaving meant starting over.…
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thankfulness
It was easier letting go of weed when I thought you were entering my life for…
