2023

  • emoting

    Been going to PCBC church for a little over two months and I’m fitting in pretty…

  • sigh

    I thought I had moved past the heavy emotions. I thought I had finally gotten my…

  • power

    When does the adjustment period end? I’ve been in this new state for almost six months.…

  • effective

    The day before my birthday and my heart is heavy. Birthdays have always been weird since…

  • existence

    I don’t have much to say except for what’s on my heart. I see so much…

  • dingy

    I went to a church event last night. Met young adults from the surrounding cities. Connected…

  • fifteen

    Bubbly laughing at myself. I make me smile and chuckle. Having a good time with myself,…

  • willed

    Sitting in church hearing what I needed to hear. It’s not just Z that I’m disappointed…

  • hell

    The best art is formed when my heart is broken, hurt, tattered or just simply not…

  • blinders

    More than dealing with the emotions of an abrupt absence. I simply miss him. His energy,…

  • medicine

    I’m turning thirty in eight days. Never really grasping the concept of celebrating myself, I’ve always…

  • forward

    Today was an emotionally difficult day. Yesterday was better though I felt genuinely insane for the…

  • priceless

    Thing is about the blood of Jesus it was shed for everyone. For the people we…

  • expensive

    Ain’t gonna lie, I wished some karma on him. Now I know that’s wrong and I…

  • sit

    I got left. No notice, no verbal warning, no heads up. Silence. Never returning a call…

  • ghost

    I made this man a priority but I was never a priority for him. I loved…

  • steward

    God is filling the void in my heart. Never understood what that meant or felt like.…

  • preparing

    Had my hopes up all day when I knew deep down that God had changed the…

  • defect

    I show my ugly a lot on this screen. It’s beginning to feel like the portrait…

  • beginnings

    You are appreciated. You are loved. I am grateful and thankful to every reader, commenter, and…

  • best

    Faith is being tested. I don’t know if the way I’m going about life is what…

  • conversion

    Thank you. First day of training to be a waitress under my belt. Woke up with…

  • body

    There’s a venture that I no longer want to put effort into. Not at liberty to…

  • compassion

    Things that I once held near and dear are now shifting. The money got a little…

  • steward

    God is filling the void in my heart. Never understood what that meant or felt like.…

  • invisible

    I used to drown my emotions in alcohol and weed. For the past 7 years I…

  • tense

    I felt lonely, cast aside and unimportant. God feels every emotion I do. He’s never left…

  • repurpose

    I get to be around me constantly, that’s a blessing. The greatness and miracle that my…

  • company

    (deep sigh!) I toggle between my boyfriend being a tool used by God from him just…

  • tools

    God used my work and faith to produce more than what I needed. My name on…

  • appreciation

    Most days are a rollercoaster of emotions. Crying and laughing are regular occurrences in one day.…

  • priorities

    The stress began to mount. Too many commitments on the table. The way life was lived…

  • roots

    Emotions have been at a high lately. Working in Oklahoma for three weeks, delivering food to…

  • family

    I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought everything I was doing God told…

  • for

    I may be rambling or repeating myself yet there’s a space in my life that has…

  • settled

    Is faith sticking around longer than needed hoping that God turns it into something? Or is…

  • stone

    Letting things settle into my soul. Getting comfortable with the idea of leaving home and making…

  • falling

    Almost a month since my last post. Carrying around emotions in secret not wanting to divulge…

  • anxious

    Sharing something personal about his life, selfishly fear set in. Thinking, am I good enough? Do…

  • okay

    The small troubles of life send me into an emotional breakdown. Good, bad or indifferent can…

  • jazz

    Feeling like I talked about absolutely nothing at all in my last post. It was giving…

  • it

    His hand in mine feels like home. His hug warrants the attention of my soul. His…

  • foggy

    Being honest I think about him way too much. I call him my person because I’m…

  • hour

    Shook. Stunned. Nervous energy balled into a tight fist slowly relaxing with relief. Things are happening…

  • lane

    I wanted to come on here and rant about my latest broken emotional storm. Yet instead…

  • within

    Word vomit, typing so quickly my fingers can barely keep up. I pray everyone finds a…

  • upright

    I love to pop off when I write. Flowing through the fingers like liquid gold, I’ll…

  • marvel

    It’s been a couple weeks since I last wrote anything. Feeling a little rusty a lot…

  • direction

    Don’t look at me crazy if it takes my mind a little longer to shut up.…

  • fiend

    My greatest source of comfort has always been the fantasy my intellect creates. As a little…