2023
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emoting
Been going to PCBC church for a little over two months and I’m fitting in pretty…
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sigh
I thought I had moved past the heavy emotions. I thought I had finally gotten my…
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power
When does the adjustment period end? I’ve been in this new state for almost six months.…
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effective
The day before my birthday and my heart is heavy. Birthdays have always been weird since…
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existence
I don’t have much to say except for what’s on my heart. I see so much…
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dingy
I went to a church event last night. Met young adults from the surrounding cities. Connected…
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fifteen
Bubbly laughing at myself. I make me smile and chuckle. Having a good time with myself,…
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willed
Sitting in church hearing what I needed to hear. It’s not just Z that I’m disappointed…
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hell
The best art is formed when my heart is broken, hurt, tattered or just simply not…
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blinders
More than dealing with the emotions of an abrupt absence. I simply miss him. His energy,…
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medicine
I’m turning thirty in eight days. Never really grasping the concept of celebrating myself, I’ve always…
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forward
Today was an emotionally difficult day. Yesterday was better though I felt genuinely insane for the…
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priceless
Thing is about the blood of Jesus it was shed for everyone. For the people we…
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expensive
Ain’t gonna lie, I wished some karma on him. Now I know that’s wrong and I…
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sit
I got left. No notice, no verbal warning, no heads up. Silence. Never returning a call…
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ghost
I made this man a priority but I was never a priority for him. I loved…
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steward
God is filling the void in my heart. Never understood what that meant or felt like.…
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preparing
Had my hopes up all day when I knew deep down that God had changed the…
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defect
I show my ugly a lot on this screen. It’s beginning to feel like the portrait…
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beginnings
You are appreciated. You are loved. I am grateful and thankful to every reader, commenter, and…
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best
Faith is being tested. I don’t know if the way I’m going about life is what…
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conversion
Thank you. First day of training to be a waitress under my belt. Woke up with…
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body
There’s a venture that I no longer want to put effort into. Not at liberty to…
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compassion
Things that I once held near and dear are now shifting. The money got a little…
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steward
God is filling the void in my heart. Never understood what that meant or felt like.…
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invisible
I used to drown my emotions in alcohol and weed. For the past 7 years I…
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tense
I felt lonely, cast aside and unimportant. God feels every emotion I do. He’s never left…
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repurpose
I get to be around me constantly, that’s a blessing. The greatness and miracle that my…
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company
(deep sigh!) I toggle between my boyfriend being a tool used by God from him just…
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tools
God used my work and faith to produce more than what I needed. My name on…
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appreciation
Most days are a rollercoaster of emotions. Crying and laughing are regular occurrences in one day.…
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priorities
The stress began to mount. Too many commitments on the table. The way life was lived…
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roots
Emotions have been at a high lately. Working in Oklahoma for three weeks, delivering food to…
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family
I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought everything I was doing God told…
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for
I may be rambling or repeating myself yet there’s a space in my life that has…
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settled
Is faith sticking around longer than needed hoping that God turns it into something? Or is…
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stone
Letting things settle into my soul. Getting comfortable with the idea of leaving home and making…
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falling
Almost a month since my last post. Carrying around emotions in secret not wanting to divulge…
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anxious
Sharing something personal about his life, selfishly fear set in. Thinking, am I good enough? Do…
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okay
The small troubles of life send me into an emotional breakdown. Good, bad or indifferent can…
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jazz
Feeling like I talked about absolutely nothing at all in my last post. It was giving…
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it
His hand in mine feels like home. His hug warrants the attention of my soul. His…
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foggy
Being honest I think about him way too much. I call him my person because I’m…
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hour
Shook. Stunned. Nervous energy balled into a tight fist slowly relaxing with relief. Things are happening…
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lane
I wanted to come on here and rant about my latest broken emotional storm. Yet instead…
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within
Word vomit, typing so quickly my fingers can barely keep up. I pray everyone finds a…
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upright
I love to pop off when I write. Flowing through the fingers like liquid gold, I’ll…
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marvel
It’s been a couple weeks since I last wrote anything. Feeling a little rusty a lot…
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direction
Don’t look at me crazy if it takes my mind a little longer to shut up.…
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fiend
My greatest source of comfort has always been the fantasy my intellect creates. As a little…
