Off. I could barely speak above a whisper at work, every smile felt fake. Managers ask…

Psalms chapter two verse eleven says to “serve the Lord with reverential awe and rejoice with…

Lately I have been feeling very relaxed in my body. I’ll be sitting or walking around…

I hope you’re okay. I pray the wages of life didn’t break you. I pray life…

Excuse me while I praise God for a moment with the fingers hitting the keys creating…

Getting through the day by God’s grace, my body was dragging and moving slowly. Walking out…

Life changing events happen all the time. I won’t go into detail in order to protect…

I’ve been isolated. Expressing what I want, and need has been a huge act of courage.…

Staying home for the holidays not up for traveling. My Aunt invited me to the holiday…

I tend to take unintentional breaks from writing. When scheduled posts become long and I have…

From a young age I was serving in the church, always volunteering. Even through active addiction…

Emotional appetite is ravenous looking for a bottomless well. Having eaten a full meal, my mind…

I haven’t had sex in over a month. I threw my vibrator away. I’ve been eating…

God added a year to my life in an overflowing abundance of His grace, mercy and…

Whispers, talk of who is on the ballot for this year’s election. Voices speaking on the…

Sitting on the sofa watching a movie at his place, lately I haven’t been wanting to…

I stare at her like a mom staring at their newborn baby. My eyes and heart…

God grants more than I could ever imagine and still my mind feels heavy. Perhaps it’s…

He remembers. Psalms chapter eight, three through four states that God created the moon and the…

Having completed the process of going through step four with my sponsor, it was so clear…

Going through each question with my sponsor, some of the ways I thought about myself made…

Going through step four with my sponsor. Sharing my fearless and moral inventory with her is…

Precious, sweet, enduring little creature who just wants to be around me. My little cat has…

Pricking, stingy points of needles sliding against my bare skin. Ink spreading onto the surface of…

Sitting on the floor at home, scrolling through jobs on Indeed. Nothing peaking my interest, applying…

A new friendship had begun to brew with a young lady from my church group. Seemingly…

Acceptance, self acceptance. A surrendering to the way things are with a willingness to work towards…

Tucked away, floating around the house. Little Mila by my side, rubbing her body against my…

Walking into the shelter together, having told him about wanting a little fur baby to keep…

There’s always something new to grieve. A new event to shake the core of our existence.…

Getting dressed for the divine union of two dear friends. Looking through my wardrobe, picking out…

I’ve been doing better at getting refocused on my side of the street. When my heart…

Looking forward to seeing him again. Over the course of weekend hangouts, getting to know each…

The amount of ways God comes to my aid, His presence alone is heart altering. I’ve…

Haven’t been writing much, haven’t had much to say I suppose. My thoughts lately have been…

Praying and interceding on the behalf of others. God hears the voices of His children. He…

Scrolling on Instagram, looking at the many Christian influencers I follow. A young woman I admire…

My dearest friend is going through a similar situation I walked through almost a year ago.…

Dear God, I want to masturbate. I want to feel my body react to a sensual…

Breeze on my skin, sinking into the bench nestled in front of Whole Foods. Planted underneath…

I’m writing this as if no one is going to read it. I need a quiet…

I’ve really been struggling with body image. Outside of organized sports, I’ve always worked out to…

This July will mark a year that I’ve been living in a new state. God is…

I don’t know where to begin. I haven’t felt this low since I stopped using. Sometimes…

My thoughts are a trauma response. So much of my decisions are based on trauma. I’ve…

Went to my first therapy session this afternoon. Getting to know each other. A little nervous,…

Moving through the day. My mind was not cooperating. The past several days at work have…

I booked my first therapy session. I could not be more excited, proud and blessed. Thank…

There used to be so much in my life I wanted to run away from. Today…

Going through the work day one of the store managers could tell things were hidden underneath…