2024
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intercede
I love when God answers my prayers. Two men as a potential date and my only…
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sheet
It’s really easy to look at what someone does and think it’s a reflection of their…
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doors
April 12th was a little wonky… We never made it to the second date. Deciding he…
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remembrance
April 6th went as follows… Anniversary day. It was more difficult than I was prepared for.…
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fondness
April 19th present day emotions for a new flame… I want to talk to him every…
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affinity
Thoughts of April 4th continued… The mental difference in this attraction is that I’ve given it…
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validate
April 4th my emotions said… It’s really easy to come on here and spout things that…
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manna
I’ve been struggling with overeating for years now. I eat my emotions, whether good and bad.…
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introspection
I don’t call myself crazy yet I realize it’s so easy for me to read into…
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lines
Through our conversation I noticed the emotions swirling in my head. I didn’t go looking for…
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fitting
I get stuck in my head some days. It can be difficult continuing to be vulnerable…
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orchestrated
I can’t believe I’m a year clean. The reality has not sunk in. One year ago,…
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fam
I never want those in my circle to feel unappreciated. There have been days when I…
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gracious
Thank you! I admire every subscriber, every person who has liked a post, and every unknown…
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sole
I do my best to protect my recovery like a newborn baby. I left school to…
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1
One year clean…MIRACLES STILL HAPPEN! Being in recovery gave everything I never thought I’d have again…and…
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procession
This past week I’ve felt overwhelmed, head under water. Just drained, physically and mentally exhausted. Spiritual…
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kink
I’m honestly scared to let go of porn. I’m terrified to let go of that part…
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defect
The distance between God and I seems to be getting bigger. Feeling disconnected. I haven’t felt…
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expecting
In my mind we’ve gone on several dates, had gut wrenching laughs and now he’s at…
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anymore
Chewing on the thoughts in my mind. They’ve turned into a cudd like material, no longer…
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grim
Never considered myself to be someone who held grudges. Have you ever forced yourself to do…
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haunted
Four weeks ago my mind said…I’m so sick of the obsession and compulsion that goes on…
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eight
It’s amazing how eight years can go by so quickly yet brutally slow all at the…
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shift
I went to a recovery convention this weekend. I heard speakers from across the state and…
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compulsive
Lately I’ve been too focused on the seen. Addiction is more than using drugs. It’s the…
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tough
Sometimes I hear God is preparing me for someone. I think to myself, what if God…
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baffled
In my last post, I said I didn’t know the safety of true commitment but that’s…
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relief
Sometimes airing out wrongs can give empowerment to the truth teller. Owning what I’ve done is…
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familiar
I looked my ex-boyfriend Z up on Instagram. When we were dating He said he had…
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malleable
Let me tell y’all something…I don’t want no man in my life but the Lord. I…
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heard
Out of all the beautiful blessings in my life. Every wonderful opportunity and absolutely awesome experience.…
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capable
I spent the holidays in relaxation bliss. Watching Christmas movies. Tucked away from the world in…
