2024

  • intercede

    I love when God answers my prayers. Two men as a potential date and my only…

  • sheet

    It’s really easy to look at what someone does and think it’s a reflection of their…

  • doors

    April 12th was a little wonky… We never made it to the second date. Deciding he…

  • remembrance

    April 6th went as follows… Anniversary day. It was more difficult than I was prepared for.…

  • fondness

    April 19th present day emotions for a new flame… I want to talk to him every…

  • affinity

    Thoughts of April 4th continued… The mental difference in this attraction is that I’ve given it…

  • validate

    April 4th my emotions said… It’s really easy to come on here and spout things that…

  • manna

    I’ve been struggling with overeating for years now. I eat my emotions, whether good and bad.…

  • introspection

    I don’t call myself crazy yet I realize it’s so easy for me to read into…

  • lines

    Through our conversation I noticed the emotions swirling in my head. I didn’t go looking for…

  • fitting

    I get stuck in my head some days. It can be difficult continuing to be vulnerable…

  • orchestrated

    I can’t believe I’m a year clean. The reality has not sunk in. One year ago,…

  • fam

    I never want those in my circle to feel unappreciated. There have been days when I…

  • gracious

    Thank you! I admire every subscriber, every person who has liked a post, and every unknown…

  • sole

    I do my best to protect my recovery like a newborn baby. I left school to…

  • 1

    One year clean…MIRACLES STILL HAPPEN! Being in recovery gave everything I never thought I’d have again…and…

  • procession

    This past week I’ve felt overwhelmed, head under water. Just drained, physically and mentally exhausted. Spiritual…

  • kink

    I’m honestly scared to let go of porn. I’m terrified to let go of that part…

  • defect

    The distance between God and I seems to be getting bigger. Feeling disconnected. I haven’t felt…

  • expecting

    In my mind we’ve gone on several dates, had gut wrenching laughs and now he’s at…

  • anymore

    Chewing on the thoughts in my mind. They’ve turned into a cudd like material, no longer…

  • grim

    Never considered myself to be someone who held grudges. Have you ever forced yourself to do…

  • haunted

    Four weeks ago my mind said…I’m so sick of the obsession and compulsion that goes on…

  • eight

    It’s amazing how eight years can go by so quickly yet brutally slow all at the…

  • shift

    I went to a recovery convention this weekend. I heard speakers from across the state and…

  • compulsive

    Lately I’ve been too focused on the seen. Addiction is more than using drugs. It’s the…

  • tough

    Sometimes I hear God is preparing me for someone. I think to myself, what if God…

  • baffled

    In my last post, I said I didn’t know the safety of true commitment but that’s…

  • relief

    Sometimes airing out wrongs can give empowerment to the truth teller. Owning what I’ve done is…

  • familiar

    I looked my ex-boyfriend Z up on Instagram. When we were dating He said he had…

  • malleable

    Let me tell y’all something…I don’t want no man in my life but the Lord. I…

  • heard

    Out of all the beautiful blessings in my life. Every wonderful opportunity and absolutely awesome experience.…

  • capable

    I spent the holidays in relaxation bliss. Watching Christmas movies. Tucked away from the world in…