herlucidlife

You came back into my life when I decided I was ready for companionship. You’re not even in my physical orbit. I’m already having thoughts of stepping out of my boundaries. You’ve not asked me to do that. My evil desires are beginning to come alive because I know I won’t be held accountable with you. Our lifestyles are very different, it could pose some danger. 

I want to love you. I pray for you. Emotions and feelings are high, I feel like I’m spiraling. I haven’t done anything reckless, the only thing I’ve done is open the door. You believe in something but not in Jesus. You have a spiritual connection though it doesn’t seem to play a huge part in your life. 

Needing to do a little more digging to see where your mind is at. I want to fall in love with you, I don’t want to let you go. Can it work? You have such wonderful qualities and Lord knows it’s so difficult to find genuine love these days. I think about you during intimate times with myself. I desire to be with you in every kind of way. 

I see such a beautiful future yet I have to take into account the details my mind does not see. The hard times when what we believe don’t sync. The difficult moments when lifestyles don’t match. You’ve always shown respect for my lifestyle. I talk about it with Jesus. Deep down it feels like a no brainer, so why am I making it so complicated?