He was sleeping soundly while my heart was sinking into the floor. Thoughts racing, fear setting in thinking he could be hurt or that maybe I’d been ghosted again.
At no fault to him, I allowed my mind to roam and go to either worse case scenario. In that moment I could feel how much I cared for him. We always say that God redeems time yet I’ve never questioned what that may look and feel like.
Does it feel like things are moving at hyper speed? Does it mean I feel safe? Does it mean I’m taking a big leap of faith ? What does God redeeming time really look like? I’m not sure that I know nor am I sure that I’m experiencing it.
I never thought my person would be him nor look like him. I look at his face and my heart melts. I look in his eyes and I know I’m finally home. The way he loves me shows I was never truly loved before. The difference is in the details and boy are they glaring!
I’m in love and it feels subtle, sweet and all consuming. When he leaves I’m sad, when he’s gone I miss him immensely. Joined at the hip sense meeting, no one else compares to him.
Thank God for this man!
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