2021
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insane
Appetite is gone. Body is limp and exhausted. Mind is ruptured and maimed. What makes me…
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guard
Lows hit, the face sits under the chin stretching the cheeks in a downward position, it…
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lonely
Tucked away in my mind, every now and then you’d come around the corner. Often wondering…
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kill
I just keep scribbling, scribbling anything that reminds me of you. Wanting to turn time I…
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passing
I need to exchange this heart and mind for a new one, they’ve been exposed to…
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vengeful love
I might be bitter, definitely outraged. The viewers may get tired of me expressing my feelings…
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upset
For some reason I’m nervous to tell you that I really did want more. Not the…
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giving
Literally I wake up with you on my mind, strangled to death the loss of friendship…
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games
Sometimes I wonder if I prayed for your exit unknowingly, when does praying for things inadvertently…
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door
I think about you because I can’t get to the one that’s wedded. I emotionally vomited…
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relationship
It may be a while before my mind stops gnawing over what has occured. Shell shocked?…
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play
You’ve been on my mind all day, it’s not a fester but an overwhelming sadness. I…
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energy
I didn’t know that me being who I am made it easy for you to walk…
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run down
I’m sick of the way I allow myself to be run down by boys that never…
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fight
It almost makes me want to cry, I feel something welling up I want to shout…
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toxic
It never dawned on me that you just wanted to be around me to get me.…
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stubborn
If I look at your face for too long it begins to move. I can almost…
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beauty
I understand why people work themselves to the bone or drink themselves into the ground because…
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me
Caught a little attitude, got a little bold with the way I entertain your presence. Never…
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reality
I always knew you’d come back. I never wanted to be available when you did, it…
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don’t
Hatred is never an option, more so I’m leaning towards an overwhelming sense of indifference toward…
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being
Coming in waves the head is heavy with dreariness. Body drained from the mental olympics we…
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access
I’m not stupid I know you don’t love me. I know that neither of you love…
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consumption
I may be overreacting but the amount at which I consume you is out of control.…
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undoing
Though not near you had to have felt my heart calling yours, you had to have…
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cycle
I like to think that healing only takes months, but then I remember that it takes…
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boomerang
Said today was gonna be the last, but no. I caved on purpose as usual, getting…
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hidden
Sometimes I think if I’m always hiding behind a wall then no one is ever experiencing…
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want
Got happy thinking about all my body’s been through and how You’ve allowed it to keep…
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human
Not in a good headspace I touched down on earth thinking, do I really want to…
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approach
I think I may be watching and allowing a friendship to fade, or more so it’s…
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sad
I had to dial back the times my mind thinks about you in a day. Millions…
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regression
Screaming at you I’m so pissed off ! I let you go to get healed not…
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depth
I’ve been wallowing lately, allowing myself to sink low feels good sometimes but not this time.…
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dream
I allowed a dream of you to steal the peace I’d found in real time. Unprepared…
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walking
Feeling a lot yet nothing all at once, peace and worry, obsession and jump back live…
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haven’t
I still haven’t repented for what I did. Really nothing to wait for because He already…
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simple
I didn’t know what to write about because I didn’t think people would want to hear…
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green
Life is pulling me out of the slum, I want to come out but I kind…
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miss
I really like you. But that’s all I’ve ever felt for you though I can see…
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blank
I can see time literally taking away the wounds that once kept me stagnant. Bound to…
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morph
There’s peace in looking at my own lane. Everyone’s lane is moving at different paces and…
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laughable
Do you think you’re somehow going to live happily ever after ? That you can somehow take…
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same old
People gone get tired of reading my stuff but look I need to unburden what is…
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ungodly
Sometimes I scribble at the off chance that maybe you read my words, that maybe they’ll…
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off road
Nothing sisterly lives here, womanhood is not being shared amongst this situation. Too much livestock available,…
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truth
Never thought I’d see you again, never thought I’d get lost in eyes so rich they’d…
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confession
Why’d you have to come and wreck the healing I thought had formed? Why’d I let…
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sinking
I’m supposed to be unplugging from life, no communication, no thoughts about this person, that person,…
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crook
I’m so impressionable when it comes to suggestions. Thrawns in the road suggests that things should…
