2021

  • insane

    Appetite is gone. Body is limp and exhausted. Mind is ruptured and maimed. What makes me…

  • guard

    Lows hit, the face sits under the chin stretching the cheeks in a downward position, it…

  • lonely

    Tucked away in my mind, every now and then you’d come around the corner. Often wondering…

  • kill

    I just keep scribbling, scribbling anything that reminds me of you. Wanting to turn time I…

  • passing

    I need to exchange this heart and mind for a new one, they’ve been exposed to…

  • vengeful love

    I might be bitter, definitely outraged. The viewers may get tired of me expressing my feelings…

  • upset

    For some reason I’m nervous to tell you that I really did want more. Not the…

  • giving

    Literally I wake up with you on my mind, strangled to death the loss of friendship…

  • games

    Sometimes I wonder if I prayed for your exit unknowingly, when does praying for things inadvertently…

  • door

    I think about you because I can’t get to the one that’s wedded. I emotionally vomited…

  • relationship

    It may be a while before my mind stops gnawing over what has occured. Shell shocked?…

  • play

    You’ve been on my mind all day, it’s not a fester but an overwhelming sadness. I…

  • energy

    I didn’t know that me being who I am made it easy for you to walk…

  • run down

    I’m sick of the way I allow myself to be run down by boys that never…

  • fight

    It almost makes me want to cry, I feel something welling up I want to shout…

  • toxic

    It never dawned on me that you just wanted to be around me to get me.…

  • stubborn

    If I look at your face for too long it begins to move. I can almost…

  • beauty

    I understand why people work themselves to the bone or drink themselves into the ground because…

  • me

    Caught a little attitude, got a little bold with the way I entertain your presence. Never…

  • reality

    I always knew you’d come back. I never wanted to be available when you did, it…

  • don’t

    Hatred is never an option, more so I’m leaning towards an overwhelming sense of indifference toward…

  • being

    Coming in waves the head is heavy with dreariness. Body drained from the mental olympics we…

  • access

    I’m not stupid I know you don’t love me. I know that neither of you love…

  • consumption

    I may be overreacting but the amount at which I consume you is out of control.…

  • undoing

    Though not near you had to have felt my heart calling yours, you had to have…

  • cycle

    I like to think that healing only takes months, but then I remember that it takes…

  • boomerang

    Said today was gonna be the last, but no. I caved on purpose as usual, getting…

  • hidden

    Sometimes I think if I’m always hiding behind a wall then no one is ever experiencing…

  • want

    Got happy thinking about all my body’s been through and how You’ve allowed it to keep…

  • human

    Not in a good headspace I touched down on earth thinking, do I really want to…

  • approach

    I think I may be watching and allowing a friendship to fade, or more so it’s…

  • sad

    I had to dial back the times my mind thinks about you in a day. Millions…

  • regression

    Screaming at you I’m so pissed off ! I let you go to get healed not…

  • depth

    I’ve been wallowing lately, allowing myself to sink low feels good sometimes but not this time.…

  • dream

    I allowed a dream of you to steal the peace I’d found in real time. Unprepared…

  • walking

    Feeling a lot yet nothing all at once, peace and worry, obsession and jump back live…

  • haven’t

    I still haven’t repented for what I did. Really nothing to wait for because He already…

  • simple

    I didn’t know what to write about because I didn’t think people would want to hear…

  • green

    Life is pulling me out of the slum, I want to come out but I kind…

  • miss

    I really like you. But that’s all I’ve ever felt for you though I can see…

  • blank

    I can see time literally taking away the wounds that once kept me stagnant. Bound to…

  • morph

    There’s peace in looking at my own lane. Everyone’s lane is moving at different paces and…

  • laughable

    Do you think you’re somehow going to live happily ever after ? That you can somehow take…

  • same old

    People gone get tired of reading my stuff but look I need to unburden what is…

  • ungodly

    Sometimes I scribble at the off chance that maybe you read my words, that maybe they’ll…

  • off road

    Nothing sisterly lives here, womanhood is not being shared amongst this situation. Too much livestock available,…

  • truth

    Never thought I’d see you again, never thought I’d get lost in eyes so rich they’d…

  • confession

    Why’d you have to come and wreck the healing I thought had formed? Why’d I let…

  • sinking

    I’m supposed to be unplugging from life, no communication, no thoughts about this person, that person,…

  • crook

    I’m so impressionable when it comes to suggestions. Thrawns in the road suggests that things should…