herlucidlife

love story

can’t let go

Listening to Jhenè Aiko to pull the sentiments out of my mind. I wouldn’t say my…
supposed to be

I need a weight lifted off of my shoulders. Thing is I put the boulder there.…
listen

Obsession. I get stuck in the fantasy. All I need is a subject. I tend to…
day one

You watched my SnapChat Story. You were the first person to look. Watching from afar. Possibly…
reach out

I thought of you today and I hope I was thought of too. I tend to…
against God

The greatest challenge is waiting when I think a new love is on the horizon. Having…
love?

What is love? I’m guilty of going off emotions before it becomes an action. Overthinking has…
enjoy the ride

Off and on I thought about you today. Excited for another innocent exchange at work. Nothing…
simple exchange

Working a six hour shift it was time for a thirty minute lunch. Having a split…
gone

I keep looking for reasons to reach out and then I go back into my bubble…
look away

Love. It takes months for me to tell a guy I think he is cute. I…
no longer fester

Begging God to remove you from my mind. Tired, fed up with obsessive thoughts. Opening the…
can i say hi?

I playfully asked God if I could contact you. Immediately I felt a little tug at…
delayed judgement

I don’t know where you are or who you are with. I don’t know how your…
still here

I can’t stop looking at you. I do my best to not sneak a peek from…
two years

It’s becoming increasingly harder to write about you. Increasingly more difficult to utter a thought. In…
flabbergasted

Hurt. Revelations being seen and known. I don’t want to be honest because I’m scared of…
dead life raft

I felt a heaviness all day. Picking my body apart, hidden underneath it all was you.…
haunted by you

Staying is scarier than leaving. Leaving is harder than staying. And loving is excruciating knowing you’ll…
in my bosom

I was doing so good letting you go. I feel myself allowing you to creep in…
sideline views

Sitting across the room, passively looking at you in the debrief meeting. The last debrief meeting…
healing separately

Some things die hard, not from a lack of trying. I’ve dedicated time to letting you…
heartache is purposeful

I can’t wait to go to sleep, hopefully you’ll be there. I’m beginning to feel bad…
dream well

I felt like I was doing so good in letting you go. Somehow I allowed you…
God given

Hello, my name is Naje and I’m in love. I truly believe in praying as though…
in love with you

God has been protecting me from you this whole time. I didn’t want to let go…
i know it will

I have no clue what to say but somehow my heart feels heavy with you in…
no parts

By God’s grace I made it through. Having seen you way too much in my dreams,…
release me

You showed up again in my dreams but you were busy. I couldn’t get to you.…
in my heart

Waking up from our dream the next morning, I felt calm. I say our dream because…
barefoot

I feel like there is something else here but I’m scared to write it. Don’t want…
you are

Sitting at work in class my mind could barely pay attention to the trainer. Thoughts of…
time and time

The wind in my long curls. The sun lit up the sky with hues of yellow…
casper

God says He understands my thoughts before they are formed into words. He understands them from…
your absence

Pumping through me like the blood in my veins. Washing over me like hot water from…
just an image

My heart aches for you like an attack. My cat has been very docile sense I…
am I coping?

I want to sit under your arm in the pocket of love. Can you love enough…
the aftermath

A dream of you kept me giddy the entire day. Walking on air, a daydream sight…
the dream

I’ve been feeling like I’m in love. There is no special person in my life, no…