love story

settle down

Been doing my best to settle down, to bring myself back down to life. I haven’t…
awake

The bible states that sin begins in the heart. I thought of you during intimate time…
proven

Using discernment during dating is very hard. Not because the Holy Spirit isn’t speaking but because…
set the tone

I went into dating thinking the world would open up once I decided I was ready.…
it’s time

I’m ready to date. It’s been a huge learning curve because I’m also learning how to…
straight jackets

Going through work feeling as though my mind was not all there. Constantly looking at my…
erratic

I daydream about you at work. Finally having a FaceTime call I couldn’t help but feel…
thoughts

I’m excited about him and I don’t want him to know it. I keep playing it…
answer tonight

Sitting on my sofa a thought passed through my mind, “I think I want to be…
heavy

I got through the night. Heavy emotions began to set in throughout the day. My mind…
no

You float in my head like a bad dream. You left a stench that I can…
it’s not you

A young man from my past came back into my life. I actually wanted this person…
power to act

A longing feeling in my stomach. Two men have come back from my past to be…
time has passed

The art of letting go has never been a strong suite for me. I’ve always held…
inhale

Sitting on the toilet at work, thinking about the idea of “knowing” when you’ve met the…
or neither

Lies can’t be erased though the story can be set straight. Deception makes the heart hurt…
am I really okay ?

I’ve been holding on pretty well. Staying the course doing my best to not get distracted.…
give it up

I’ve been single for almost three years, this last year I did not date though I…
please go away

To the girl that still thinks of her ex-boyfriend: For a split moment I almost missed…
leaving it behind

The new year is around the corner. Looking forward to classes starting back. Excited about the…
representative

All throughout my trip this man was on my mind. I was told the hardest thing…
was it costly ?

Every now and then he comes to my mind. Someone from the past that has not…
I am whole

Walking to my car, sliding into the front seat, closing the door behind me. Reaching to…
soon forgotten

Writing your name in the google doc. Writing the first sentence of my amends to you.…
lost

I rarely listen to love songs. I protect my ears the best I can with Christian…
linear

Smiling in my face, saying all the right things. Though I need to make amends for…
moving slow

Crust still in the eyes, mind blurry reaching for my phone to pull up another website…
fire burns

Meeting new people at work. A young man caught my eye. Hired at the same time,…
missed conversation

Every time we see each other our eyes meet, we grin and ask how the other…
faith unseen

I’ve been daydreaming recently, though it is my coping mechanism for being single. It keeps the…
ghost to hope

A vision of you came across my mind today. I couldn’t see your face yet I…
in the air

He’s on the way. I feel something shifting in my gut, a knowing of something unseen.…
cut ties

I googled an ex-boyfriend tonight. A man I thought was the person for me. This year…
1956

Sitting in the Whataburger drive-thru line at one thirty in the morning. Waiting for the line…
waves

I’ve always wanted a godly man but my compass has been filtered through lust and physical…
unwanted

Unwell. Reeling, mind running, jolting back and forth between subjects. Not feeling super great, my insides…
removed

Sitting under the desk as the tornado sirens roared through the evening sky. The atmosphere is…
redirection

Seriously, I don’t understand this man at all. Didn’t reply to my SnapChat but has the…
no fruition

I’m a hopeless romantic looking for the good in every man, in every situation. Yet sometimes…
no meaning

I’m writing these words because I simply need to remove emotions and thoughts from my mind.…
love language

I often think the man God has for me won’t want me if I have too…
waiting

The emotions were high at the beginning of the day. Slowly the decline began. Feelings and…
elegant

Doing my best to create space away from you. Muting your story in SnapChat, doing my…
more than

Walking around the apartment in a new pajama set my friend gave me. I felt sexy,…
designed

The story doesn’t end because of a redirection. I’m learning that redirections from God are protective…
square zero

Emotional. Feelings overwhelm me when love is in the mix. It is something that consumes my…
the other shoe

We were doing well. Enjoying the conversation, enjoying the energy created between us. I didn’t realize…
door

I asked God to open the door. I asked God to open the door to you…
apple

I love talking to my friends about new love interests. They give me the courage to…
can’t let go

Listening to Jhenè Aiko to pull the sentiments out of my mind. I wouldn’t say my…