2021

  • idk

    I’m glad you couldn’t be here, you weren’t supposed to be here. Solitude from the world…

  • mind runner

    I’m taking a step back, I no longer want to be available to you. I overthink,…

  • repentance

    Pangs shoot through the inner walls of my chest when I think of the callous, nonchalant…

  • mindset

    I feel like I’m being played or maybe I’d like to think I got played so…

  • delusional

    Delusional, the best word to describe how I’ve been processing. I literally look at myself and…

  • oneday

    But one day I’ll move on, I’ll untangle myself and just maybe you won’t be so…

  • emotional rollercoaster

    The past few weekends have been a roller coaster of emotions, deep nose diving to the…

  • no longer

    This is becoming to be too much. God sent me a word today and it got…

  • again

    Silly how emotions aren’t dealt with in the order they’ve occured but rather processed in a…

  • unsure

    I don’t know how I feel. I feel off balance when he texts but I feel…

  • her

    Your love brought something so spiritual that I must say thank you! Thank you for helping…

  • easy

    You make it seem easy like my heart being left on read doesn’t bother you. Like…

  • excruciating

    I want you to the point where not having you feels like suicide. Pieces of me…

  • needy

    You make me giddy when I see your name across my screen, you are the brightest…

  • facts

    Feelings will have her thinking life is one way, when in fact it’s a complete lie.…

  • karma

    I wasn’t ready to say goodbye, thought you could handle me but turns out you couldn’t.…

  • fake

    He never really wanted her yet he wanted the attention she gave. He wanted his fifteen…

  • weird focus

    Woke up feeling weird today, her focus is off. Tired of talking about love, she feels…

  • forgiving self

    The little girl inside was rooting for her, she no longer wanted to hate herself instead…

  • have mercy

    Life has been pulling her mind in all different directions; over here in love land, over…

  • mm

    Gathering courage to speak up, her mind was reeling. She was finding it hard to focus…

  • an ode to us

    She’s been a little specific boy crazy lately. When infatuated it’s difficult to remove this person…

  • self-centered

    Trauma had left her self-centered, assumption was her biggest ally. Thinking only of her pain she…

  • emotions

    She thought forgiveness had begun, until something else came up that would shake her core. She…

  • anger

    Life happened. Life happened and it ate her alive. She wasn’t ready for the mountains and…

  • coping addict

    Attention seeking was the coping mechanism for her insecurities. Men and lust were the coping mechanisms…

  • twisted until free

    Feeling like she betrayed herself, a promise was broken. Her heart was tangled with the emotions…

  • controlled by hurt

    Her boundaries would often loosen around guys, finding it difficult to stand up for herself. She…

  • unhealed

    Life is murky, she doesn’t see herself, rather she sees a version she doesn’t like. Her…

  • fear into consequence

    She was told to be honest numerous times by God, by close friends, yet fear kept…

  • validation

    She wanted to be wanted by someone that didn’t want her. She wanted to be cherished…

  • hurt

    September 1st was the beginning of a new road for her, she was scared and nervous.…

  • Doubt. Encouragement. Thankfulness.

    This post will be a little different. This post will not have a scripture. This post…

  • Hello Blog World!

    I never know where to start when introducing myself, do I stay shallow with the facts…

  • Redirecting

    Hello Naje here… Simply put, I am taking a very long break from YouTube.   The channel…