2021
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idk
I’m glad you couldn’t be here, you weren’t supposed to be here. Solitude from the world…
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mind runner
I’m taking a step back, I no longer want to be available to you. I overthink,…
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repentance
Pangs shoot through the inner walls of my chest when I think of the callous, nonchalant…
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mindset
I feel like I’m being played or maybe I’d like to think I got played so…
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delusional
Delusional, the best word to describe how I’ve been processing. I literally look at myself and…
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oneday
But one day I’ll move on, I’ll untangle myself and just maybe you won’t be so…
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emotional rollercoaster
The past few weekends have been a roller coaster of emotions, deep nose diving to the…
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no longer
This is becoming to be too much. God sent me a word today and it got…
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again
Silly how emotions aren’t dealt with in the order they’ve occured but rather processed in a…
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unsure
I don’t know how I feel. I feel off balance when he texts but I feel…
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her
Your love brought something so spiritual that I must say thank you! Thank you for helping…
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easy
You make it seem easy like my heart being left on read doesn’t bother you. Like…
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excruciating
I want you to the point where not having you feels like suicide. Pieces of me…
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needy
You make me giddy when I see your name across my screen, you are the brightest…
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facts
Feelings will have her thinking life is one way, when in fact it’s a complete lie.…
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karma
I wasn’t ready to say goodbye, thought you could handle me but turns out you couldn’t.…
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fake
He never really wanted her yet he wanted the attention she gave. He wanted his fifteen…
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weird focus
Woke up feeling weird today, her focus is off. Tired of talking about love, she feels…
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forgiving self
The little girl inside was rooting for her, she no longer wanted to hate herself instead…
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have mercy
Life has been pulling her mind in all different directions; over here in love land, over…
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mm
Gathering courage to speak up, her mind was reeling. She was finding it hard to focus…
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an ode to us
She’s been a little specific boy crazy lately. When infatuated it’s difficult to remove this person…
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self-centered
Trauma had left her self-centered, assumption was her biggest ally. Thinking only of her pain she…
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emotions
She thought forgiveness had begun, until something else came up that would shake her core. She…
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anger
Life happened. Life happened and it ate her alive. She wasn’t ready for the mountains and…
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coping addict
Attention seeking was the coping mechanism for her insecurities. Men and lust were the coping mechanisms…
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twisted until free
Feeling like she betrayed herself, a promise was broken. Her heart was tangled with the emotions…
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controlled by hurt
Her boundaries would often loosen around guys, finding it difficult to stand up for herself. She…
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unhealed
Life is murky, she doesn’t see herself, rather she sees a version she doesn’t like. Her…
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fear into consequence
She was told to be honest numerous times by God, by close friends, yet fear kept…
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validation
She wanted to be wanted by someone that didn’t want her. She wanted to be cherished…
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hurt
September 1st was the beginning of a new road for her, she was scared and nervous.…
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Doubt. Encouragement. Thankfulness.
This post will be a little different. This post will not have a scripture. This post…
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Hello Blog World!
I never know where to start when introducing myself, do I stay shallow with the facts…
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Redirecting
Hello Naje here… Simply put, I am taking a very long break from YouTube. The channel…
