I was going to take note of the gratitude I had in my heart from the…

Just you wait and see, by a year’s time I won’t even want to date anyone.…

Intention. Had to clarify my motives. I stay my distance because my intent towards this young…

I’m embarrassed about my last post. Stomach churning sick about my thought process. Truth is I’m…

Something I’ve never had with a guy I’m crushing on is friendship. I’ve never been friends…

Something about pecking away at the keyboard feeling each button pop up and down. Clicking away…

It’s been about a week since I wrote and I could feel it in my emotions.…

Emotions welling up in my throat. This is the second week in a row where I…

I think about the Blood of Jesus a lot. Daily I thank God that Jesus was…

As of late, I’ve been feeling good in my recovery. Focused on the task at hand…

There is work being done in me while being patient for what I truly want. I…

God has so much patience with me, while mine is running thin with my animal. Looking…

I got a cat. Excitement, pure joy with a lot of nervous energy ensued the day…

I’m looking for the one guy, true love because I’m tired of filler love. That lust…

I felt encouraged today. I saw God answering prayers, witnessing the evidence of His Hand. God…

Mommy. Mom. Mama. Ma. You were better than a best friend.  Seven years ago today at…

I learned about repurposing anger in Sunday School. In the birth of Jesus Mary was pregnant…

I feel guilty for letting people go. Had to tell myself it’s okay to grieve relationships…

Have you ever felt low though nothing was outwardly out of place? Opened the Word and…

Spending more days than none alone, I rarely sit idle. Either working, building my recovery mind…

On the high seas for the past five days, pushing away the hustle and bustle of…

The sun has been shining in my heart, my cheeks feel a little bit more rosy.…

I woke up, already my mind was filled with the stress of addiction and the obsession…

I was so focused on what I needed to give up that I wouldn’t acknowledge how…

Been writing for over a year sharing emotions so heavy and deep. Reading my words, I…

I always wanted to think of recovery as separate from my life, as if somehow drugs…

I didn’t want to talk to anyone because deep down I’m hoping the addictive mind takes…

Usually when I’m with you all I can think about is you. Yet all I thought…

This time next year I will be different. No longer holding onto the past, not letting…

I’m high key angry. Disappointed. Have your sins ever caused such grief in your heart it…

If I’m being honest sometimes I feel like a failure. I want the healing but don’t…

Scared to fully live while fearful of dying from something stupid I chose. Nothing kills me…

I don’t want to lose you completely so I stay in your corner playing a role…

One more day to spend with you, it was a dream just one more day…thing about…

The moment I woke up she and you were on my mind. Guilty because I wasn’t…

Been several years since I’ve been in my right mind, like something is a little off…

I wanted to stay longer but something told me to go home. Unsettled in my emotions,…

I’m in too deep. I don’t like how I feel every time I leave your presence.…

Conviction knocking on my heart and mind like a hammer creating contusions on the skull. I…

Head stuck in the clouds, buried in the sand. Nervous to speak clearly because you read…

The way you look at me is something I’ve never experienced. No one has ever gazed…

I’m down for you, wanting to take care of you. Holding capacity in my mind that…