Sadness has been on my shoulder for a while, not overwhelming but always present like a…

It’s sad I don’t believe the last blog post. Cried wolf too many times, inner self…

The Bible is a rule book on how to love God. Not only is He teaching…

Mommy you’ve been in my dreams lately, unpleased with my behavior chastising me it hurts to…

Sitting with someone you don’t like is hard, especially when that someone is yourself. No block…

Sounding ungrateful after I read my words back, seems nothing is more special than someone wanting…

I apologize for my behavior in advance when I see you. I can’t guarantee I’ll be…

Conviction came quick fast during worship. Overheard Ms. Vonda say “being a work in progress doesn’t…

Floating in my room I spent half the day curled in the fetal position in the…

Sitting on my bathroom floor thinking of all the people in my life and how much…

Bathroom serenades, puffing into the night I hugged myself, pressing my cheek into my shoulder my…

Waiting for your call, I skipped Bible group. Used as an excuse really I just wanted…

Instantaneous relief from urges of the flesh, she’s been winning lately. Saying I’ll get back on…

Got the numbing thing I wanted to take you away. Needing the Lord and His goodness…

Can the mind be regained once it’s left the building? I really don’t want to go…

I don’t like the idea of never housing you in my thoughts. You’re the one person…

Self inflicted torture. Torment given by self. Maltreatment produced by my own wellness. Nothing takes away…

Mind in the gutter lately, salacious thoughts crowding the mind. Crazy for leaving the door open,…

Been feeling distracted lately with everything I think I have to fit into a day. Off…

I want to write fairy tales about you. Scenes that end in love and happiness hoping…

Fairytale. Make believe. A story telling in my head, she and he aren’t real but characters…

Sometimes I don’t want to focus on the powers at play, just wanting to sit in…

J boy, I have been thinking about you. I can’t get you off my mind. A…

L. I almost didn’t think you would text back, yet you acted as though I would…

I like to use letters to differentiate between who holds my attention just in case you…

Solidifying I should be exactly where I am, I think of the other guy a little…

Emotions are processing faster than time is moving and I like it. A year has been…

Can judgment be a lack of forgiveness in the heart? I say I don’t pay attention…

Conviction overcame my soul this morning, speaking so piercingly I could feel how I’d done wrong…

Would he stay close to me on your behalf? Would our dear friend come to my…

Dreams say I miss heat from a body. Hallucinations whisper I want contact upon contact from…

Having received some information, genuinely asking for the internal voice in my head…How am I publicizing…

Father, I feel overwhelmed with the amount of broadcasting coming with being an entity. I like…

Missing companionship, physical intimacy hasn’t been on my ledge in a while…well not the soul feeding…

Let’s make it plain for the folks in the back. I have feelings festering for my…

Liking the idea of someone does not translate to reality. Concepts have no consequence, light in…

I enjoy every moment of being in your presence. Am I too vulnerable to talk the…

What scares me is I like the idea of you and me. What frightens me is…

Have you ever felt things needed to come out but the timing was wrong? I wrote…

Looking across the phrases I could see my own life in every word. Scary to think…

A whirlwind of emotion, You have me questioning the way I walk and talk. Is it…

Sometimes I question if I’m worthy of love, like I’ve messed up every opportunity to be…

Have you ever felt in your gut the person you needed was right under your nose?…

The reader may think another human is writing but no I have spectrums so wide only…

Beginning my fast with pride in the heart, I was already not in the correct heart…

I had gotten sucked into the world of a false prophet. Never ingesting speakers I didn’t…

Oftentimes blaming things on the devil, honestly I believe it’s the ugly inside of me that…

I tried to pray but the words wouldn’t come out. I hope God understood my tears.…

I had a whole scenario in my head down to the outfit I was going to…

Rambling on, I really want to fester on your being. Please don’t ever move from my…